After Shirley died she said let’s go for drive . I said, okay , where ? Let’s go to Albury she said. Albury, fucking Albury , what the fuck for ? I dunno , I just want to drive , let’s just drive. We ended up somewhere near Daylesford a long way from Albury travelling down some lost highway looking for a yoga centre. We came across a property that had cairns set up with animal skulls and other shit. It was kinda of weird being out here in spookville. She fell in the shower. She had a massive heart attack. I was in charge of the CPR and I told M to start giving mouth to mouth. I could see the breath leaving her body , no, I want to tell you, I could SEE the breath , that last breath leave like the soul going somewhere, it was sort of weird. After the ambulance came and pronounced Shirley officially dead we laid her out on her bed and I dressed her in her prettiest dress covered by those crazy yellow flowers . It was like being in Vincent’s house lost in Arles.